User:Erissky

Political Journey
2019: (/)->(/) I was mostly just a kid dicking around on the internet with my friends. But I did support progressive stuff and didn't like conservatism, mostly because I discovered I was queer around this time. Things took a turn for the worse around the latest quarter of the year as my mental health worsened and I got into Jreg... In december I had a big mental breakdown and fell out with most of my friends, though a few stuck with me. 2020: (///)->(//)->(/) In the beginning of the year I really got into raiding and trolling on this app called Amino. At first it was with some friends, but as I got more radical they got more alienated. From like January-June I was a huge hedonist (with a weird, weeaboo fixation on Japan) who would troll furries for being "degenerates" one minute, then ERP with like six people the next. After that I started hanging around a bunch of chuds and anti-furries, and slowly changed myself to be more appealing to them (horrible mistake) since by this time I had pushed out all of my old friends. By the end of the year I had reached extremely 'tarded levels of chuddery, and became a huge Russian ultranationalist. 2021: (/)-> (//) Probably when I was at my worst. For the whole year I was a paranoid schizo who thought the US was gonna erupt in civil war in "two more weeks guyz!!!!" and fell into a bunch of /pol/-qanon conspiracy shit. Then in May I had another mental break and started becoming a ted kaczynski fangirl. I spent a lot of time alone in the woods shooting at things, and the time I did spend online was spent either reading conspiracy theories, talking to other fashtards, and whining about anyone left of hitler. Truly my lowest point. 2022: (/)->(//)->(//)->(///)->(/)->(//)->(/) This year was a huge doozy. I started off with a huge boost of Russian ultranationalism, due to the invasion of ukraine, then slowly drifted away from it as the russkies kept getting their asses pounded. I stopped reading conspiracy shit, got off /pol/, and got into touhou, and subsequently yuri, leading me to rediscover my sexuality. After that I abandoned fascism, and my old fascist "friends", and became a socialist. I sort of ping-ponged around different socialist ideologies but started becoming more of an anarchist after I met my GF, and I discovered accelerationism soon after that, though I didn't really like it until a little later. I think it was fall-winter that I discovered Nyx's writings, and something struck a cord with me. Since then, I've started educating myself more on anarchism, politics, philosophy, and life in general. I've fucked myself a lot in the past, but now I think I'm mending the damages, and starting to become a lot happier. I think my story is a good exemplifier of how bad fascism/the alt right can fuck your head mentally and how it hooks you in. It starts off by manipulating vulnerable people going through mental shit, then slowly (or quickly) turns them more and more radical, and before they know it, they want to nuke every non-white country and create a gorillion ethnostates in alaska or some shit. Fascism - not even once! 2023: (///) So yeah, now I'm your (least) favorite misanthropic, accelerationist, ultrafeminist anarchist with a taste for conservative blood. Yeah I'll adopt some new ideas and I'll change some parts of my ideology, but I think I'm in a stable place now, all things considered.

Family
Mother Grandmother (Mom's Side) Grandfather (Mom's Side) Stepdad Uncle T. Uncle A.  Father (Disowned) Grandmother (Dad's Side) Uncle B. Uncle G.  Sister

Friends
(Note: Most are apolitical/centrist, so I don't see the point in putting them here.) Anna (GF) // Andrea / Carla / Cal / Nick / Wolv/Vitalija //

Artists
Death Grips Libido Airbag Machine Girl Sewerslvt Sienna Sleep Yabujin/Dj Gyrotta Zao

Genres
Breakcore Cybergrind Digital Hardcore Drum & Bass Hardbass Jumpstyle Jungle Post-Punk Techno Sextrance

Aesthetics
CyberPunk Futurism Vaporwave (Somewhat)